Go Tiger, Create your Kingdom

I went to the beach yesterday. I spoke to myself. As I have grown older, I have realized how lonely I am. More so maybe because of the thoughts I live in. Maybe I am so very rigid that it is not possible to wear anybody else's garbs. Maybe I am so very introvert. So, I decided to speak with the beach yesterday. It was an amazing feeling. For the first time I seem to have found a friend whom I always seeked. Isn't that funny, it is!!!!! of course it is!!!!!!! can you believe the greatest friend I found was a "non living" thing, something that can never answer back. Maybe because when I speak with a "friend" or "living" friend, I expect him to give answers customized to me. But however hard I try, I know he can't do that 'cos he will never never ever know what am going through. Moreover, once I get his thoughts in exchange of my problems, I have an obligation. It makes me wary that if I don't do what he says, I might face his wrath the next time I go back to him. Is there somebody who doesn't feel so.
More often than not, I guess I am equipped to find my own answers, irrespective of how complex the problem is, how insurmountable the goal is. I know I can surmount it, I know I can beat the odds. So, all I need is someone out there to tell me "Go Tiger. Create your Kingdom".
The beach is better equipped I guess.